Out of the blue.

I had been running in circles,

They seemed to never end.

But i took charge, and

Now i am walking ahead.

Leaving all the tears, 

Leaving all the sorrow behind.

Because i have become strong,

Stronger then you will ever be.

And while i go, you can watch.

I will reach the top. 

So, i wrote this.. ( quite obvious? :P ) And yeah I felt like being creative at 11:40 in the night after a day of almost drinking an acid and well doing random stuff.. 

Hope you guys like it! 

P.s i had no idea what to name it.. That's why i named it ''Out of the blue." 

Scratch Off Challenge!

So yeah i found this challenge on my friend's blog and felt like trying it out. So basically i have to scratch out the things i have done... Lets see what i have done! :D

Appearance
I have/had piercings besides the ears.
I want piercings besides the ears.
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I want a tattoo.
I can be self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/had braces.
I have more than two piercings.

Embarrassment
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
I’ve glued my hand to something.
I’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
I’ve had my pants rip in public.
I’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt.

Health
I’ve gotten stitches.
I’ve broken or dislocated a bone.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I’ve had chicken pox.
I've had malaria.
I've had typhoid.
I've had jaundice.

Travel
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been to US.
I’ve been to Europe.
I've been to at least one other country.
I've never been out of my country.
I’ve driven/ridden over 200 kilometers in one day.

Experiences
I’ve gotten lost in my city.
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve slapped someone.
I’ve kissed someone underwater.
I’ve chugged something.
I’ve crashed a car.
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a musical.
I’ve auditioned for something.
I’ve been on stage.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
I’ve pranked someone.
I’ve ridden in a taxi.

Honesty / Crime
I’ve been threatened to be arrested.
I’ve broken a law.
I’ve done something I promised someone I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I’ve sneaked out.
I’ve lied about my whereabouts.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve been in a fist fight.

Death
I’m afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I’ve seen someone/something die.
Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.
I have attempted suicide.
I’ve thought about suicide before.
I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
I own over 10 music CDs.
I own over 10 novels.
I own over 5 electronic gadgets.
I’m obsessed with anime/manga.
I collected comic books.
I own a lot of makeup.
I own gaming console(s).
I own a car.
I own a bike.
I thrive on compliments.
I thrive on hate.

Random
I can sing low key.
I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
I open up to others easily.
I watch the news occasionally or always.
I like to kill bugs.
I sing in the shower.
I’m a morning person.
I’m a (cricket) sports fanatic.
I twirl my hair.
I care about grammar.
I love spam.
I’ve copied more than 30 CDs in a day.
I  reasonably bake well.
My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, blue, red, black, purple, or orange.
I would wear pajamas to school.
I like Martha Stewart.
I laugh at my own jokes.
I eat fast food weekly.
I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
I can’t sleep if there’s a bug/insect in the room.
I’m really ticklish.
I like chocolate.
I bite my nails.
I’m good at remembering names.
I’m good at remembering dates.
My memory sucks.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

People
...used to ask if I was anorexic/bulimic.
...called me fat.
...say I’m skinny.
...have said I’m ugly.
...have said I’m pretty.
...have spread rumors about me.
...force me to eat.
...say I eat too much.
...say I eat too little.
...say I eat too fast.
...say I eat too slow.
...have called me a genius.
...have given me gifts.

Eating
I’ve lost weight.
I’ve gained weight.
I’m at my thinnest.
I’m at my biggest.
I’ve lost weight and kept it off.
I’ve lost weight, but gained it back.
My weight affects my mood. A lot.
I diet.
I’m vegan/vegetarian.
I exercise.
I’ve fainted from exhaustion. 

Family
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve planned to run away from home before.
I’ve run away from home.
My biological parents are together.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want kids.
I’ve had kids.
I’ve lost a child.

Relationships
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’m a swinger.
I'm single.
I'm in a relationship.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I have/had a friend with benefits.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I don't like to depend on others.
I’ve gotten divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
Someone has/had feelings for me when I didn’t have them back.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
I’m a cuddler.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I’ve kissed a stranger.

Bad times
I regularly drink.
I can’t swallow pills.
I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty.
I’ve been diagnosed with depression at some point.
I have/had anxiety problems.
I shut others out when I’m upset.
I don’t have anyone to talk to when I’m upset.
I have taken/take anti-depressants.
I’ve slept an entire day before.
I’ve plotted revenge




Wow i am soo weird?? 
Yeah i have technically never done anything interesting.. :P
Yeah anyone who wants to do this can do it... :D

Versatile Blogger Award!

This award was forwarded to me by Caroline!! I am really grateful to her :D
And according to her i have to write 7 facts about myself!

1. I have been waiting for winter so i can wear my cardigans and hoodies again but ahh the unpredictable weather of my dear country
2. I seem to be on a sugar rush a lot these day :P
3. I love goats (sigh) Eid ul Adha on the way.. Soon the neighborhood will smell of goats and cows :D
4. My Best friend thinks i am weird, but honestly i am unique :P
5. I once tried learning French through Google translator...
6. I am really shy around new people or those who i have not met in a long time.
7. I do not know why i am a science student... 

Time to forward this award to some amazing blogs!

Maryam A.

Muhammad Israr

AL

It'sJodie-Ann,Bro

http://farazezazi.blogspot.com/

http://trebblemaker.blogspot.com/

Well i guess that's it....? I am sorry if i missed out any :)

Reasons why God did not make me British.

Well i have lived happy 15 years as a Pakistani and hopefully many more years as one (a Paki i mean).. But I just can not deny the fact that I would had loved to be British at some point.. I mean come on!! British accents are just mind blowing. 

So a few years ago my Dad told me that my Dad's grandfather had ''married'' someone in Old Brit. while studying law there... (hmmmm why do everyone go there for law??) But did not tell his father until he was forced by his father to marry a local Pakistani woman from their society.. (Problem with my family, Land lords with big cars and awesome Gothic houses. Come to think of it i do not mind). 

So yeah technically that sort of gave birth to of me day dreaming of well being a Brit. When today in our History books, i read about the British coming to the subcontinent and being enemies etc etc, come on how can they be enemies? They introduced the bit of education here, didn't they? While the Moguls were busy singing.. (No offence to the Moguls, love their culture) And come on have you heard them talk? Yeah so as you might have guessed by now i am absolutely in love with Brits, for reasons i do not even understand.. Or maybe i do..

So there is a little list i made about why i am not British..

1. Being British means having that amazing accent, so i would have apparently never stop talking. So just to keep me from talking 24/7 God did not make me British.
2. Most of my favourite celebrities are well British, so i would be forever stalking them. So just keep me busy with real stuff i am not a Brit.
3. I heard England has winter like most of the year, i love winters hardly winter here so i would spend most of my time outside then inside the house, so just to keep in the house i guess?
4. I heard they have amazing school uniforms there... I would apparently never change out of my uniform and my mum hates it when i do not change ASAP after school.. So yeah thats why!
5. I would keep running into the wall between platform number 10 and platform number 9 to reach platform number 9 and 3/4 every September 1st..
6. And if i saw an old man with a big white beard i would go and hug him thinking he's Dumbledore.. 

Yeah so that's why i think i am not a Brit... 

Come to think of it if i was a Brit and well did all the things i mentioned above i would be sent to an asylum. xD

I am from.. Narnia.

Just a crazy fan girl, who longs to see her favourite band in her country performing live or maybe coming on T.V once in awhile. But no she can not, why is that so? Because she is from Narnia, yes Narnia!
No channel that shows her the love of her life airs in Narnia, she goes to this video site to view them preforming but ahh the stupid message that says ''You can not view this because it is not available in your country'' Why? Because she lives in Narnia!
So people this is the story of well a Narnian!
I am a Narnian longing to see 1D in Narnia...ermm Pakistan!
Personally i think 1D should come here as Zayn Malik is of Pakistani descent.. You know to meet his family and well preform...
So well I am from... Narnia! 

The Apple Man

Today as i came back from school, crept into my brother's room and played with his fish. He told me that Steve Jobs expired, truly sad to hear. He was a man of vision, he made apple into more then just a fruit or the apple that fell on Newton to torture science students all over the world.
Random thought: Will iphone or ipad get any less expensive so i can finally afford it, you know in the loving memory of S.J...

Fathers, what will we do without them?

Today i heard the most heartbreaking news, it was about my friend's father who passed away. He had a heart attack and did not survive. It is just so weird, she used to be the most lively person among us, always laughing always happy but today her world shattered into tiny pieces. She lost her father.
Fathers are a blessing of God just like mothers are. I don't know what i would do if God forbid i lost mine. A daughter is always a daddy's girl, when your mother does not agree you run to your father. Your mother refuses to pay for your stupid requests, you simply make the puppy dog face at your dad and you have that really stupid thing you think you want at that time.
Fathers are no less the most feared person in the house, yet we children love our fathers, because they support us, they pamper us, they are our wall, they provide protection and hear what you have to say about a certain situation with amusement.

The greatest gift i ever had. Came from God; I him Dad.-Author unknown

My prayers are with my friend, her family and with them who have lost their fathers, because in my opinion they are very strong to live without one, for i would be lost without mine.
May Allah rest his soul in peace, ameen.